i want a tazer.

i think it would be pretty fantastic to own.
i never feel safe- a tazer would def help me feel better about life.
anxiety rules my every thought.

anyway, i am going to Sally's today to buy more bleach.
Aoi and i both need to get out blonde lighter.
i found a picture of blonde hair that i /love/, it is Wendy.
Wendy is a famous blogger, btw. and it is because of my obsession with her- and me always talking about her- that my friends told me to make my own blog.
funny, huh?
yes.

i have never even read her blog though, just her web show called Guide To Life.
clicknetwork.tv
they took it off YouTube
:C

H A I R C O L O R


but i am going one shade lighter.

she is not all that pretty IMO, and she is a little slutty, also she photoshops ALL her pix [ew]
but she has the same views on everyone should at least try and she does a lot of similar things to herself that i do.
we like a lot of the same things, so i like watching her.
^OO^

uhhhhhhhhhhhh, idk what else.
that is all.
i just want a tazer.
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going blonde

going from brown to blonde is a difficult process, and costs quite a bit. where i go it is about 80$- i suggest you not do it yourself unless you know what you're doing. bleaching is very dangerous and can literally melt your hair, as well it can- and has for me- break off in your hand, comb, whatever.

you start off just with your terrible roots.


next the bleach is applied, be careful not to get on your clothes or in your eyes.


the bleach stays on for about 30 minutes- bring your DS or PSP or a book if you're lame.
:3

the bleach is rinsed and color applied, again it's time for your DS



and ta-da no more terrible roots!


i also got an angled cut, but it was 1am when i was finally done and relaxed. so i took out my weave and just went to bed.
i'll take real pictures of it eventually.
but not now, and i didn't yesterday.
:3

calendar
oct ??? - GED testing
oct 2 - my moms birthday
oct 6 - my birthday
oct 29 - Anime Convention youmacon