i might start doing a "what i wore" everyday thing

but not really because it is usually a sweatshirt and big hair.
which you have seen all ready.
ahahaha

idk, i am so boring with how i dress.
i want to wear my gothic shit every day, but i cannot.
it just is not possible when i go to a shelter every day, or the grocery store.
it takes like an extra 30 minutes to put on an entire gothic outfit.
with the petticoat and all the buttons and stuff.
if i go out for a full day, yeah, but not with how little i go out right now.

this is my "going to the grocery store" outfit.


[i just resized the photo, it should get smaller soon]

okay soooooooooo fuck my hair

the color is way better now, but it feels like puddy when it is wet, and falls out and breaks and ew.
|:

i hate what bleaching does, like 3 weeks from now it will be better.
i hope.
:CCC

but w/e it is better than red all over my nails and orange hair.
^OO^

pix up later today when i take puppy to the animal doctor.
her shit has been liquid, so i am going to get her checked out.

uhm, what else.
idk.
nothing?
:3

oh, wait...
nope.
idk.
bye.

oh, right. my nail design.
and Alicel's nail design.
[Aoi has not decided on one for him yet]
super cute right now.
pix when i go out, just like hair.


i want a magic button that i press and my hair grows 8 inches, yesplz

i want a tazer.

i think it would be pretty fantastic to own.
i never feel safe- a tazer would def help me feel better about life.
anxiety rules my every thought.

anyway, i am going to Sally's today to buy more bleach.
Aoi and i both need to get out blonde lighter.
i found a picture of blonde hair that i /love/, it is Wendy.
Wendy is a famous blogger, btw. and it is because of my obsession with her- and me always talking about her- that my friends told me to make my own blog.
funny, huh?
yes.

i have never even read her blog though, just her web show called Guide To Life.
clicknetwork.tv
they took it off YouTube
:C

H A I R C O L O R


but i am going one shade lighter.

she is not all that pretty IMO, and she is a little slutty, also she photoshops ALL her pix [ew]
but she has the same views on everyone should at least try and she does a lot of similar things to herself that i do.
we like a lot of the same things, so i like watching her.
^OO^

uhhhhhhhhhhhh, idk what else.
that is all.
i just want a tazer.
|:

Blonde Hair Pix~

i took this outside the court house, sitting in my car, blasting Lady Gaga.
you can tell i have a lot of respect for Americas justice system.


i owe 40 hours of community service,
[which i wanted to do, i love working at pet adoption centers now i have a reason to get off my ass]
plus i have to take a shoplifters program thing.
90$ and 1 saturday later it will be over with though.

i also am required by law to find a job, oh no!
-wants a job-

my parole officer thinks i am retarded, btw.
she told me she wanted me to have my community service done before she saw me next-
sooooo i said "40 hours in a week? that will be a lot"
and she said "when is the next time i see you?"
and i said "the 7th... wait that is a month away JK"
and she said "no, the sevenTEENTH"
and i was like "oooooooooh... okay ^OO^"

today has been /amazing/ but i am tired as hell.






so you can see my hair without the bright sun light
<3

going blonde right now~

it lightened up really fast at the beginning, but is slowing down now.
|:

20 minutes until i take the bleach off. we will see.

[]this post will be updated as i go blonde[]

k, bleach came off. then color. idk if i like it.
hurt like hell, though.
|:
might go pick up some color from Meijer.
idk.
idkkkkkkkkkk

okay, it is decided. going BLONDE.

number 1o


it is kind of similar to what i had before- but different.
with my hair this color there are- 4? i will list 4 main reasons i hate it.
[it is the best red color i have ever had, but the cons outweigh the pros]

1 - i avoid showering
this is disgusting, it grosses out Aoi and me. but i do /not/ want it to fade. so i avoid showering. then i forget to shower, since i usually do everyday. i forget the last time i showered, and sometimes go over a week without.
ewwww

2 - it turns my nail designs red
i think i showed pix, but my silver/white/pearl gems/polish turns red
ANNOYING

3 - it turns my pearl jewelry red
-kills self-

4 - it turns my white clothings collars red


i know i look good blonde, so i am doing it as soon as it is faded enough.
change is good.
back to showering every day, hell yes.

k so- hair coloring.

idk if you know this, i know old readers do but i doubt any of them are still alive.
rofl
but i went from a blonde to a dark dark dark red violet brown [mostly brown when it was faded]
and i hated it so badly

so now i am a bright red with an orange tint.
i hate it, not as much, but i do.
my hair stylist said it would be better for me to just Manic Panic it rather than have her dye it because he dyes are more damaging than something like Manic Panic would be.
so when this fades, i'm Manic Panic-ing it up.
yup

pix for now.

hair dye - blonde to red purple

today i got my hair dyed.
c:
it is a joyous occasion that i get my hair dyed.
and more so that i got my puppy groomed the same day!

i was not so cute going in- i don't think so at least.
don't do your hair before you go to get your hair done. it's a waste, you have to shampoo your hair before they dye it then. that's another like 10-30 minutes on top of a two-six hour process.
[six hours only if you're like bleaching and blahblah or mess up or something]
anyway.
this was me before~

[that's Anna's butt in the background c:]

the dye looked like the goo from Power Rangers, the movie.

it made me laugh.
c:


Becky never makes my hair cute when she dyes it, doesn't smooth it. it's just all thrown up there. Dx so no face pix. i have an ugly forehead.


rinsed out and wet~

and finally

all done.
c:

i really like the color and style, the bangs are a little short for what i normally do. but w/e still cute.
:3


i took another pix when i got home to show hold,
i live 30 minutes from where Becky is.
but we stopped to get Wendy's
sooooo this shows it holds for at least 30-50 minutes.
it's still up at 12pm, it was finished at like 8pm?
product is such goodness.

want to know what products i use?
ask.
how do i style?
magic.

and yes, i styled it.
Becky tried but i am too picky.




AND
Ejote's grooming adventure.
she is fluffy and wonderful.
they trimmed her up a little and shaved her ears down.
i don't like them short, or long, so maybe i'll find somewhere as they grow out that i like.
i like them short better than long though.

[go to ejotesnewlife.blogspot.com for a hilarious story about the groomers!]
she is my baby.
; w ;


i am going to the mall tomorrow to get a makeup make over, as well i am baking a cake for my mother.
she is accepting an award for being an awesome lawyer or something.
my grandparents are coming to Michigan to spend the rest of the week with us/her too!

going blonde

going from brown to blonde is a difficult process, and costs quite a bit. where i go it is about 80$- i suggest you not do it yourself unless you know what you're doing. bleaching is very dangerous and can literally melt your hair, as well it can- and has for me- break off in your hand, comb, whatever.

you start off just with your terrible roots.


next the bleach is applied, be careful not to get on your clothes or in your eyes.


the bleach stays on for about 30 minutes- bring your DS or PSP or a book if you're lame.
:3

the bleach is rinsed and color applied, again it's time for your DS



and ta-da no more terrible roots!


i also got an angled cut, but it was 1am when i was finally done and relaxed. so i took out my weave and just went to bed.
i'll take real pictures of it eventually.
but not now, and i didn't yesterday.
:3

calendar
oct ??? - GED testing
oct 2 - my moms birthday
oct 6 - my birthday
oct 29 - Anime Convention youmacon