people are so damn pathetic

always hating on me when they do not even know anything except a name and a face-
my face brings hate and their hate keeps me young.
i guess i should say thank you.

but then they look at my words and realize-
fuck- i hate things about her that she does not do. never has.

i like it when people admit their mistakes.

"You are a really intriguing individual. I don't quite understand you. At first, I thought I hated you. But after a while, I've been really interested in your opinion on things.
I'm still not sure how I feel about you, but I'm definitely drawn to your posts.

- Anonymous"

but not when they are little cunts and do not leave their name.

today i took the dog to the vet. i cleaned her ear mites, gave her a dose of power pink medication,
and made her chicken and rice to help her stool thicken.
i really like taking care of animals.

Blonde Hair Pix~

i took this outside the court house, sitting in my car, blasting Lady Gaga.
you can tell i have a lot of respect for Americas justice system.


i owe 40 hours of community service,
[which i wanted to do, i love working at pet adoption centers now i have a reason to get off my ass]
plus i have to take a shoplifters program thing.
90$ and 1 saturday later it will be over with though.

i also am required by law to find a job, oh no!
-wants a job-

my parole officer thinks i am retarded, btw.
she told me she wanted me to have my community service done before she saw me next-
sooooo i said "40 hours in a week? that will be a lot"
and she said "when is the next time i see you?"
and i said "the 7th... wait that is a month away JK"
and she said "no, the sevenTEENTH"
and i was like "oooooooooh... okay ^OO^"

today has been /amazing/ but i am tired as hell.






so you can see my hair without the bright sun light
<3

i am obsessed

let us start with this, my new phone case came.
yay~
it came in like- half a day, holy shit. fast eBay seller ships fast.


i like it more- it is not plastic- looks less cheap.
i will add charm things soon.

next- i went to get the thing from the post office.
what was it? 30$ worth of nail art stuff.
O w O

[in the box i put all my nail art stuff in]

[out of the box]

what do i have- you ask?
everything.
not really, i all ready know more stuff i want.... NEED
Dx

here is a quick list of some stuff i have -
nail glitter in MANY colors
many colors/sizes of nail gems [and heart shapped ones in black, and pink]
many colors of nail pearls [and heart shapped ones, as well as bow shape in pink and white]
nail beads in silver and gold
nail art brushes, you can see the colors
and nail art glitter, meaning it is in shappes and stuff. like stars, hearts, just little lines. like sparkle confetti? yeah sure, in gold and silver.
[they are what is in the tubes]

i will open my shop soon- as soon as i figure out a way to paint the fake nails without them moving/getting paint all over my fingers.
so we will see.
i will charge a full 1$ for each rose on the nail- because they only come 4 of each color to the wheel and i love them i do not want to give them away
Dx

i need to clean.
do not want to.
not going to GPKISM, i am not allowed to leave state unless i ask the court and i doubt they will let me leave with less than one day of notice.
._____________.

do not break the law, kitties~

and last but not least~
my current nail design.

Aoi Phantomhive created this nail design
he is so good

and guess what? my nail is grown back.
YESSSSSSSS
i was really scared because i had to get a new set and i shut my eyes when she took off my pinkie nail.
i was like "oma it is going to rip off again."
but NO
all back
ayayayayyayyayaya~

people absolutely disgust me.

i had not felt so ashamed to be a human in a /long/ time.
but this- i wanted to scream.


do not see what i mean?

let us look closer.




i hope every one of those scientist children drinks gasoline.
^OO^

girls in tophats are stupid as hell.

i hate when i see a girl in a top hat, they look like ugly idiots.
i want to snatch it off their head and stomp it to the ground.

top hats were made for men, they are manly accessories.
not ladies.
even mini-top hats are a big fat NO.
i cannot believe all you people are saying they are cute.
uhg.

if i ever see any girl wearing a top hat i lose accessory respect for her.
unless she is cross-playing.

even i would not wear a Moitie top hat with Lolita.
i would give it to Aoi, without hesitation.


but i look cute in Aoi's tophat.
i guess when you are as pretty as me you can do anything.
:3
i would never wear it out, only in the hotel room.
[this was in the hotel room at Ohayocon, before we went out on Friday]

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

to anyone who thinks they matter to me~

you do not.

i do not care about your thoughts- flat out- that is all there is to it.

i do not think about anyone but my dearest Aoi.

it must suck to be you.

^OO^

do not get me wrong, we can be friends, and i can care about you. but your opinion is invalid in my life. and you are always replaceable.

everyone leaves my life at some point, besides Aoi.

i have never met anyone besides who i actually was upset when they left me, or i left them.

[mainly directed at the idiot who posted in my crush tag, but sorry everyone. my love is reserved for ONE person. for ever and always <3]

"You are extremely annoying, and after seeing you for one day I think it is safe to say that I hate you.

- Someone Important"

hate makes me famous, though.

so keep it coming.

<333

!|!|! also !|!|!

i am making Aoi's valentines day present this week,

we are officially engaged.  and are in the process of planning our dream wedding.

i have other posts i am making soon but because i do not have my phone cord to upload my pix it will wait until tomorrow.

i do have my phone back though.

c:

mom is leaving for Hawaii tomorrow, i have to drop her off.

i get my car back next week. driving hers until she comes home.

really hope i can go to GPKISM, it would make this month not boring.

uhm- what else. idk. bye.

Gothic Gem Cross nail tutorial

ta-da~
thank you for letting me do your nails, Aoi.
<333
[his nails are real, btw]


Products :
Dial-A-Gem nail gem wheel
clear nail polish
mechanical pencil [a tooth pick works]

Music
exist†trace - re-prologue


i know i said i would do my nails tonight, too.
but the nail polish remover i have is really weak so it does not take off the silvery sparkle stuff well.
[plus it is hard to get off, you will need to file it in some areas. all sparkles/gems are like this]
so i will get a new video up of my X nail design on Wednesday, i think.

ATTENTION EVERYONE

hello, ya'll.
[ew]
i am in need of some moohlah right now. not really, but i want it.
and i was talking to my friend Doll about how i could make some.
another not really, she just told me i should do this.
ahaha
so starting soon i will be making and selling nails.
i will do custom designs but i will not do nails so annoying you cannot even open a soda with them.
sorry if you like those, i think they are annoying as hell.

i will be setting up a paypal in the near future and will make an account on esty.com

people who donate money, nail supplies, cooking utensils, or things off my wish list to me will get free gifts.
such as baked goods or simple nails.
[unless you buy me something nice from my wish list, in which case i will make you really nice nails]

my wish list will not be available for the public until i have a job and can afford a P.O. box
just letting you know what is coming up in the future.

ta~

rofl today was a-m-a-z-i-n-g

today was amazing.

Aoi and i went shopping we looked really cute and i did not hate my hair even though it is ugly as poop.

one thing i adore about children is they have no idea wtf i am. they do not know what to think. they think i am natural. they do not know what hair dye is, colored contacts.

i was talking to Aoi and we decided children come up with monsters based on people like us. especially him with his white/black hair and red eyes. ahahaha

[i will upload a picture of us together later when Aoi watermarks it. fucking fakes make it so difficult for him to show his face online]

anyway, we went to the mall and got some shopping done, i got my car back and blahblahblah we had a good time at the mall.

then we went to Petsmart because we are addicted to small animals [or i am] and one of the workers came up to me and said "you are just so cute, are you cosplaying someone from an anime?

and i saw my BFF Lilths BFFs parents.

ahahahaha.

then my mother called me and my extensions came.

i will dye them tonight.

Aoi wont let me wear them around him but i will wear them to work and stuff.

^OO^

uhm, idk what else good happened today. but today made me happy.

maybe it is because my outfit was just so damn cute.

i might make a tutorial on how to dye hair extensions. because it is kind of difficult. more so manic panic because everyone knows manic panic is a bitch.

]<

yesterday was supposed to kick start /everything/

but it turned out to be one the worst days i have had in a really long time.

it started out fine, Aoi and i were late getting into GR but it did not really matter.
we had Burger King and enjoyed our time together because we have not been spending much of that lately.

i dropped him off at my mothers home so i could go do the things i needed to get done.
i did my nails, bought the stuff i needed for my hair and went to the post office.
and of course, my extensions had not arrived.
i was pissed.
because i do not go into GR that often and now i have to go again.
[well i have to anyway, you will see]
but Aoi's shirt had so i was not that angry.

by then it was too late for me to do my own hair so i just took Aoi to Becky's
[even though it is not really Becky's anymore. it is now managed by a girl name Terra. it is just a Hair Masters, btw]
on the way i told him how my extensions had not come and i was upset- and he got a little mad because i had not even told him i bought extensions. he hates hair extensions.
but we got over it because we love each other and that is just how true friends are.

after we got his hair done i did mine and we planned to go to the mall.
nope.

my muffler falls off at one end.
so i had to drive with it dragging for half an hour from Becky's to my mothers.
i have had anxiety about driving my entire life, i cannot drive past a truck or behind one without my heart racing. how do you think a broken and dragging muffler makes me feel?
[it was like 6pm right then]

so i called my mother to ask her what to do and she told me to call the repair shop.
all the repair men left at 6.

so i do the only thing i know to do and call my friend, who helps me put the muffler back on well enough that it wont drag. but the sound drove me to tears.

my mother said she would not come home to help me and was going to go to a basketball game instead.
at the time i did not really care- i knew she would help me when she got home.
so Aoi and i went to a movie with my friend.

we went to Daybreakers
it was terrible.

anyway, after my friend dropped Aoi and i off back at my mothers i went to talk to her.

she refused to help me.
it was 12am now.

all i asked was that i barrow her car for the night, not even a day, so i could feed my dog.
[imagine being locked in a room without reason and not being fed for 24 hours. that is what happened to my dog.]

i told her i would take her car out, then come back in the morning so she could go to work and everything. i just needed to get out there that night.

she refused.

[take note she bought a new car right after telling me i could not have a new USED car. because mine is "safe, well maintained, and reliable". this is the second repair i have NEEDED since i started using it. the first one cost nearly or over one thousand dollars. i do not remember which :3]

she told me to drive 45 minutes to Ferrysburg and back the next day-
instead of letting me take her car to Ferrysburg, get a little sleep, come back in the morning and let her go to work WITH HER CAR[not asking her to use mine even] and do what she needed to do then take my car to the shop and get it fixed.
[45 each way. more like 60 at how slow i did drive when i had to]
i just needed it for the night. literally the night.

i ended up leaving and attempting to drive my car and ended up in near tears on the road.
i knew i could not drive it so i drove as slow as physically possible to my fathers house.

not only did he let me barrow his car, but he got mine fixed.
i am going to pick it up later today.

i have always thought my dad was lazy and irresponsible, but at least he is there for me when i really need it.

by the time i got home it was 3:30am.

i have been going to bed at 9-11pm lately.

-shakes head-

so i will post my tutorial on nails either later today or tomorrow.
i just wanted to bitch to someone.

^OO^

♡ Charlotte's guide to feet care ♡

so we all know, feet, not exactly the most pretty thing on the planet.
but i have a couple of tips and tricks to make them a little /less/ ugly.

now i am not the most rabid high heal wearer, but most [all] of my platforms have a heal. and cause a toe "bump" on the baby toe.
this is caused by two things,
the toe being crushed against the shoe and rubbing, causing the skin to be tougher so it does not get irritated.
and the fact that a lot of weight is pushed onto it.

those are really the same reason, but i made them two.
:3

anyway, if you really do not like the toe bump you will simply have to stop wearing high heals and/or pointy toed shoes.
buy wide fit shoes, even if you do not have wide feet.
i do, and i wear regular shoes, so my toes are malformed.
ahahaha

another problem caused by high heals of pointy toed shoes is your toes go from normal
|' ' ' ' '|
[hahahah that is a foot]
to /'''''\
how sad and gross.
:C

if you want to fix smooshed toes there are a couple of ways to do it.
the cheap way, and the way with real products.
i have found the way of real products makes more of a difference.

here is what you do-
if you put cotton balls between your toes for 10+ minutes once a day your toes will be stretched back to their original size, a little bit at least.

however, there are real toe spacers that work /much/ better.

this is for people who wear pointy toed shoes especially.


and then there are individual toe spacers, like this.

both, to my knowledge, work well.

i have only used a product similar to the individual toe spacer, made by PetEgg, but i cannot find a picture.
it is a blue gel toe insert that looks like [][][][][] basically.
my mother found it at Bed Bath and Beyond.
after 10 minutes, oh my goodness, it was so wonderful.
and my toes looked much less squished.
:3

moving on, i do not do anything as far as pumice stones go.
i just do not need them.
but if you do focus on the main areas that you put your weight on.
do not know where you put your weight on?
here is an easy way to figure it out.

what you will need :
any color finger paint
a roll of paper

cover your entire foot in the finger paint, and roll out the paper in front of you,
and, walk.
just walk.
depending on where the paint is thickest or most full is wear you put most of your pressure and where you will have the most callus like build up.
as well, it is were you have the most tension- so if you get a foot massage- focus there.

last but not least- pretty toe nails.
i find there to be NO NEED for acrylic toe nails. unless you are a rabid sandal wearer.
i am not, i never wear them. not even in the summer.

but i still take decent care of my toe nails, because i just love nails.

it is important to have a good buffer, get one with four labeled sides.
side 1 - even out
side 2 - smooth
side 3 - buff
side 4 - shine

NEVER scrub at the nail back and forth with the even out side, this causes tears within the nails fiber and will only make them break faster.
DO NOT do it with a nail file either. same result.

after buffing and shaping each nail appropriately place cotton balls or pedicure toe spacers on each foot
[this will actually give you your toe spacer for the day if you take long enough]
apply one thick coat or two thin coats of clear nail polish, this will fill in any little cracks your buffer could not reach. and will help the polish last longer.
next, apply your color. wait until it is semi-dry to apply the next coat or it will turn into a tar like gel and will not dry appropriately.
[this is only true with cheaper nail polishes, though]
after your color has slightly dried apply your desired design.
or not.
then apply a top coat, either one thick or two thin again.

i never stress about only putting it on my toe nails, because i shower after i do my toes and scrub my feet extra good.
that way, my /entire/ nail is covered and my feet are a little tiny bit softer.
:3

but that is just me, i am not big on pedicures.
you can do them if you wish.

and remember, keep your polishes in a room around 70 degrees,
extreme heat and cold can damage them, make them thicker and just bad for painting.

if you have questions about anything feel free to ask.
:3

SEE YOU IN OHIO

i am officially signed up, have my hotel for Ohayocon 2010
look out for me and Aoi.
:3
we will only attend panels and dealers room on Saturday. otherwise we will just be walking around.

i plan to be wearing EGL and Gothic Lolita, as well as random outfits because i love it.
and Aoi will most likely be in gothic attire as always.

feel free to come hang out with us. [and give us food~]
however, i know for a /fact/ this con has a high chance of drama.
there are a lot of people there who do not like me, and i do not much care for them.
[everyone in the Michigan, Ohio, Illinois area knows each other. what a pain]
if you attempt to start any you will get a 7lb platform up your smug little tooshy.

UPCOMING - two color french tip turtorial.

this is the closest picture to what i do that i could find,
i know it has been done by other people but i have /no/ idea what they call it.
i call it a two color french tip.

i plan on getting my nails done [filled and painted solid black] on Wednesday, if all goes right.
then i will do the video that night.


[note this is not what it looks like when i do it. it actually looks like a french tip not whatever the hell this is. but this is two colored so you get the idea?]

i will be doing a black nail with silver sparkle french tip and maybe a rhinestone but i haven't decided yet.
[i most likely will, i love rhinestones]
i have done it in the past i will look for a picture of how it looks when /i/ do it.

if you want to do this as well you will need the fallowing-
[i do it a different way then most salons]
long nails painted ONE color
sparkle nail design polish
[this way does not work with not sparkle infused colors, they are not thick enough and come out really cheap looking]
the same color as your nail polish nail design brush
top coat
2 rhinestones

k i will post the video soon.
-pains my toes-
:3

i kept looking for pictures because i am a good blogger for you people and i got inspired

this is an amazingingly well down two color french tip. but the nails are press on fake so they are terrible.
boo-hoo
however, this is how my nails will look except the colors will be black+silver
and i have decided to put a rhinestone belt across only my ring finger.
[a rhinestone belt is what you see above on those nails, fyi]

i also found a literal TWO COLORED french tip.
as in the french tip was black and silver and the lower part of the nail was plain.
i will be doing that next.
i hate when i get inspired by nails.
so many ideas, so few fingers.

once upon a time i decorated each nail completely different based on all the ideas in my head.
[i do usually come up with my own designs ahahaha]

i am really going to paint my toe nails now.
or not.
some time tonight.

i swear every time i want to start this blog again-

i die.
i just recovered from the flu.
on December 31 i went to Grand Rapids to see my mom for a bit, then i came home. i woke up the next morning at like, early, and was okay-ish. but still not the best.
the next day- oh my my my i died.
i was simply unable to move.
and from then January 1st[2nd really] to January 5th[today] i was dead.
i laid on a futon, with not soft pillows at all, for days.
now that i realize the dates, it wasn't actually that long. but when you lay in the same spot falling asleep for a few hours at a time it seems like you're there forever.

i threw up every once and awhile,
and then when i finally felt well enough to shower- i threw up again.
RIGHT AFTER I SHOWERED
what a waste of clean.

i looked terrible, i still do.
but w/e i need to redye my hair.
i soaked in the shower so i bled like a rotting corpse.

w/e i'm better now, i better be able to go out and do things tomorrow or i am not going to be a happy Charlotte.
:x

there are dear outside my house, i want to ride them.
i want to ride horses.
-bounces-

k so- hair coloring.

idk if you know this, i know old readers do but i doubt any of them are still alive.
rofl
but i went from a blonde to a dark dark dark red violet brown [mostly brown when it was faded]
and i hated it so badly

so now i am a bright red with an orange tint.
i hate it, not as much, but i do.
my hair stylist said it would be better for me to just Manic Panic it rather than have her dye it because he dyes are more damaging than something like Manic Panic would be.
so when this fades, i'm Manic Panic-ing it up.
yup

pix for now.

SORRY I SUCK SO MUCH -flails-

everything has been happening so fast, or so slow, i can't keep track of the days, let alone hours that i'm awake.
i lose a few days, then one passes that feels like a week.
everything has just been /so/ stressful.
and because of it my blog suffered.
; ~~ ;

i will be starting this one, but Ejote's blog is finished.
i missed too many weeks to feel okay doing it still.
i'll post about her sometimes, but she's all grown up and i don't think her fur is getting any longer.
we're re-potty training her right now.
and we made a hilarious ghetto leash because i can't find her old one.
i'd show pix but i don't have my cord that connects my phone to my laptop.

i will explain that now~

i am a very easily angered girl, annoyed, frustrated, i just get in bad moods so easy.
especially in the winter.
i was diagnosed with depression in 7th grade, anxiety in 10th, and S.A.D in 9th.
[out of order, lol]
S.A.D stands for two things that i know of,
social anxiety disorder, which i believe i have over come.
and seasonal affected disorder.
i most certainly have the latter.

i get /very/ moody in the winter and sometimes unpredictable.
i throw huge tantrums from time to time and get super angry over the smallest things.
it's difficult to be around me.
most of my relationships i have had ended in the winter when i became super cunt.

Aoi has seen me at my worst and has agreed to stay with me if i try harder not to be so unreasonable.
Dx

uhm, let's see. where was i.
oh, right.
S.A.D
i became fed up living in my mothers basement, she told me she would try to help me move out on my own. but the money flow isn't flowing our way right now so i was told i'd have to wait or get a job and pay for it myself.
[i plan on getting a job, but i want to /save/ money, not spend it on an apartment]
i was enraged.

but Aoi, the more level headed [and lazier~] of the two of us thought to move in the Beach House.
we own a home out near Grand Haven, it's in Ferrysburg.
and during the winter it just sits there.
we're trying to sell it, but it's not going anywhere. and during the summer we rent it out.
[no one comes to MI in the winter x3]

i didn't like the idea, i grew up here somewhat. but it was either this or basement. so i agreed.

we left with little plan or preparation. as is how we do everything and here we are.

i will take pictures of our home once /everything/ is set up how we want it.
i'm currently in what is called the "Blue Room",
a room on the second floor that was once a toy room for my brother and i.
my bedroom is not acceptable because it doesn't have MY bedframe. and that is the only bed i will sleep in.
i'm a cute brat.

hopefully we'll find someone to help us move within the next few weeks.
:C

we've unpacked all we can for now.
going back to Grand Rapids tomorrow to get more things we forgot.
:3

that's all i can think of for now.

to break it down as simply as possible~

i took all my GED tests, passed all my tests first try.
got 500 or above on each test.
highest was 570 on science.
[500 is the average score for high school graduates <3]

went to LA, came back. two day train trip. actually kind of fun.

and have been living with my best friend, Aoi, ever since.
it's been really fun. different. we had to stay awake for around 40+ hours to switch our schedules from waking up at 9-11pm to waking up at like 8am-12pm

however, we might be fucking ourselves over again.
aunt flo is visiting so i have been sleeping all day. plus i slept in way too much.
and he stays up until around 5am every night.

silly us.

we've done too many things to talk about them all. and i don't know how to pick out which to post about.
so sorry <333

i will say, a friend of my fathers said he would hire me.
and he has not hired me yet.
it's been like 2-3 weeks.
i'm mad.

i will also say, i saw Cirque de[du?] Symphony and it was really-really good.
i didn't like the homoerotic at the end. and it's not any where near as good as real Cirque shows [i saw La Nuba[sp?]] but it was most certainly worth going.
:3

going to The Nutcracker tomorrow, maybe, if i feel up to it, and then Cinderella on saturday?
so more posts soon.

just to let everyone know

my laptop is being repaired, so no real posts until it is.
2-4 weeks.
not here or on Ejote's
:C

see you then~
^OO^

trip to Chicago for the weekend

this weekend i went to Chicago, or more the Chicago land area, to visit a good friend of mine. her name is Rui.
i also spent time with her BFF Torie.

i got there really late on Friday night, it was really awkward at first. sitting in the car with a girl i hadn't seen IRL in months, and only seen her a few times for very short periods.
we met at ACen, two years ago. then saw each other at AX for maybe 20 minutes this year.
x3
but we talked online a lot~

then, Torie, who i had never talked to. ever.
she's really quiet and so am i so it was like "*cricket*"

then when we got back to Rui's house a boy was there, her other BFF, who i don't approve of in the slightest. i really dislike him and hope i never see him again.
we get in the house and he goes, with a pipe in his hand "do you have a lighter?"
i don't mind smoking, i love the smell, but he was smoking pot.
i have never seen pot in person, and he just smoked it right in front of me like it was nothing.

i looked at him as if he had just murdered my dog, what a filthy thing drugs are. i can't stand them.
if you can't have fun sober you don't deserve to have fun at all.
anyone who does drugs isn't welcome in my life, just to let you know.

i promptly let him now how i felt and he left really fast. i guess i made him feel awkward.
^OO^

fucking nasty ass pot head.

then we slept, my doggy slept between me and Rui, then Torie was on the other side of Rui.

we woke up at like- 3, or 4, idk.
we had some fun, bought a lot of junk food. i ate way too much junk and nothing good.
i'm afraid to weigh myself.
Torie tried to check if the cookies were done with a tooth pick.
it's so funny when people who don't know how to do things do it wrong and think they're right.
it was hilarious, she tried to say she was right and then refused to listen when i tried to explain.

the reason it doesn't work is because cookies are made from DOUGH, not a batter.
things like cake, brownies... uhm, lemon bars maybe? i don't know i can't think of batters right now.
those you can check with a tooth pick, because they are liquid until baked.

but thinks like cookies, bread, blahmoredoughstuff those cannot be told with a toothpick because if you poke a toothpick in raw dough it will come out smooth. go ahead, try it.

we went to a party that night, as well, we went /really/ early because Rui's sister was there. so we watched them set up. it was a good house for a party, but Rui's sisters nephew came. and 18 year old idiot.
:|
he was like "who are you supposed to be? Little Bow Peep and the Gate Keeper?" he thought he was so cool.
our Lolita cost more than everything in his room combined, i'm willing to put money on that bet.
[no pix because the lighting sucked]
his GF was fat, she shouldn't have been dressed as a "sexy" devil.
ewwwwww


then we made a cake the next day.
and hung out.
that was really all that was interesting.

it will be weird to sleep without another body next to me.
her bed was a full so it had us all squeezed together.
maybe the puppy will come cuddle me.
> u <

new makeup~ ^OO^

today, i went shopping.
such a wonderful thing, shopping is.
c:

i went to Macy's, at the Woodland Mall. and stopped at the MAC counter, my favorite makeup brand next to Ben Nye[but this is a stage makeup brand. my brushes are Ben Nye]

my bangs kind of hide the makeup.
so i moved them.
sorry my eyebrows aren't perfect, i fucked them up so i'm letting them re-grow then i'll shape them again.
[or Becky, my hairdresser, will~]

this is the final outcome, i bought four different colors of shadow, and one "base". it's like primer on a wall went you paint it. it makes everything stay in place.

i may or may not upload a tutorial on how to. i got the idea of this from Michelle Phan's Glamorous Birthday Makeup video, i didn't too good matching hers. but idc i like it how it is.

i bought -
Sketch Velvet
Swish Frost
Hepcat Frost
Phloof Froat
and the base is Bare Study

as well i got Dazzle Gloss Baby Sparks
it's a nudy color on me, but it really makes them shiny. i love it.

this all totaled in over 90$, but i think it was totally worth it.
i really like how i look with this, much more than just liner.
:3

but i am rethinking how my bangs are, i want new bangs.
what will i do with them?



my grandparents are not here, yet.
we're picking them up at the airport at 11pm.
so until then, i'm bored.

i am taking the GED next week.
it's all planned out.
hurray!