when i am bored i do silly thing. [hand made charms]

i have been doing this for a short while, now.
usually i just wrap them up and ship them to Aoi.
[obvi not now, he lives with me]
but as you should know, i have an obsession with food [mostly sweets] and phone charms.
so when my brother said he did not need his sculpie i took it.

i have made a number of things,
roses, a shadow heartless, hamburger, swirl poops... i think that is all actually.
ahahha
i have not really done much.
i only do it when i am really bored.

but i did a few things yesterday, and painted them today.


i made cookies, first. i have nothing to make texture or anything right now so it is all super boring.


then i made a cheese, i had no knifes to make straight cuts like it really would be.
so w/e


and i do not remember what these are called, w/eeeeeee
i like them.

Aoi likes them.
even though they are cheap as hell.
sculpie + acrylic paint = lol@me

but he stills likes them, and when i make them for him.
i guess that is what counts.


you can put these on anything, phone charms, necklaces, bracelets, rings, w/e
i might sell these when i sell my nails too.
if i ever get around to actually doing that
Dx



also, it seems like everyone wants me to bedazzle my phone.
idk if i will or not because when i did to my DS i ended up getting annoyed by it and now i cannot take the jewels off and fuuuuuuuu
but this is a case so i could take if off i really hated it...
idk.
we will see.

people are so damn pathetic

always hating on me when they do not even know anything except a name and a face-
my face brings hate and their hate keeps me young.
i guess i should say thank you.

but then they look at my words and realize-
fuck- i hate things about her that she does not do. never has.

i like it when people admit their mistakes.

"You are a really intriguing individual. I don't quite understand you. At first, I thought I hated you. But after a while, I've been really interested in your opinion on things.
I'm still not sure how I feel about you, but I'm definitely drawn to your posts.

- Anonymous"

but not when they are little cunts and do not leave their name.

today i took the dog to the vet. i cleaned her ear mites, gave her a dose of power pink medication,
and made her chicken and rice to help her stool thicken.
i really like taking care of animals.

Blonde Hair Pix~

i took this outside the court house, sitting in my car, blasting Lady Gaga.
you can tell i have a lot of respect for Americas justice system.


i owe 40 hours of community service,
[which i wanted to do, i love working at pet adoption centers now i have a reason to get off my ass]
plus i have to take a shoplifters program thing.
90$ and 1 saturday later it will be over with though.

i also am required by law to find a job, oh no!
-wants a job-

my parole officer thinks i am retarded, btw.
she told me she wanted me to have my community service done before she saw me next-
sooooo i said "40 hours in a week? that will be a lot"
and she said "when is the next time i see you?"
and i said "the 7th... wait that is a month away JK"
and she said "no, the sevenTEENTH"
and i was like "oooooooooh... okay ^OO^"

today has been /amazing/ but i am tired as hell.






so you can see my hair without the bright sun light
<3

girls in tophats are stupid as hell.

i hate when i see a girl in a top hat, they look like ugly idiots.
i want to snatch it off their head and stomp it to the ground.

top hats were made for men, they are manly accessories.
not ladies.
even mini-top hats are a big fat NO.
i cannot believe all you people are saying they are cute.
uhg.

if i ever see any girl wearing a top hat i lose accessory respect for her.
unless she is cross-playing.

even i would not wear a Moitie top hat with Lolita.
i would give it to Aoi, without hesitation.


but i look cute in Aoi's tophat.
i guess when you are as pretty as me you can do anything.
:3
i would never wear it out, only in the hotel room.
[this was in the hotel room at Ohayocon, before we went out on Friday]

Gothic Oshare Kei

Oshare Kei :

what is it?

Ohshare Kei is a Japanese fashion based on being cute, vibrant, colorful and adorable. but it is no where near as annoying as Decora.

it is also a music genre, unlike most VK bands Oshare Kei bands sing about positive messages with upbeat tunes and bright PVs. 

what it is not?

Lolita, Visual Kei, etc. Oshare Kei is its own style. do not call Oshare Kei people VK, they are a sub-version, do not call them Lolita, they are not. if they claim a Oshare Kei is Lolita they are just Ita's.

[Ita, coming from the Japanese word Itai meaning similar to "ouch" basically means "false Lolita" "bad Lolita" "wannabe Lolita" etc. i also noticed good Lolitas are called "Loli" and bad Lolita are called "ita". Loli-ita =Loliita - 1 i and it is Lolita but- that could just be a coincidence. i have never met anyone else who said that meant anything]

anyway, i love the Oshare Kei style. but i am just not the type of person who wears bright and colorful things- so i made my own style.

Gothic Oshare Kei.

it is just and fun and adorable and Oshare kei, just with a black and white [sometimes red or purple too. dark colors people!] color combination as well.

[i also wear "Sweet Gothic Lolita" meaning i buy outfits that were made for sweet but get them made in black and white :3]

here are a couple of my outfits, i only wore Gothic Oshare Kei to Ohayocon if you saw me.

except on Saturday before the rave. then i was in Moi-meme-Moitie, the ONLY EGL brand.

all other brands that claim to be EGL are pieces of shit- and i hope Mana barfs on them.

PIX

[absolute Gothic Oshare Kei]

[my faces are not posed in most of these so i blacked them out~]

[toned down but still in the fashion range]

that skirt needs some puff under it.

Dx

Dolly Eye Grey circle lenses review and FQ&A

feel free to ask me questions here too.
:3

this is what my contacts look like, both the grey and green.
btw.



and the outfit i was wearing in the video.



without circle lenses


with


what they look like in the case