k NVM it is DONE

i will no longer be logging onto this blog.

from now on you can find me at CharlotteCharming.BlogSpot.Com

see you there

:3

k i am officially making a new blog

idk when i will.
soon?

idk i have to come up with a new URL since CharlotteCharm and CharlotteCharms are taken.
maybe Charlotte.Charm
how annoying!

will happen within the next week
:3
i will post here the new URL

i might start doing a "what i wore" everyday thing

but not really because it is usually a sweatshirt and big hair.
which you have seen all ready.
ahahaha

idk, i am so boring with how i dress.
i want to wear my gothic shit every day, but i cannot.
it just is not possible when i go to a shelter every day, or the grocery store.
it takes like an extra 30 minutes to put on an entire gothic outfit.
with the petticoat and all the buttons and stuff.
if i go out for a full day, yeah, but not with how little i go out right now.

this is my "going to the grocery store" outfit.


[i just resized the photo, it should get smaller soon]

making a new blog? [possibilities]

so, i might have to make a new blog.
not "have to" this one works fine and everything.
but it is linked to my old email, and since it is linked with gmail i have to sign out of my gmail and into my old one every time i want to post
[which is why i always do Name/URL instead of replying on my account]

so if anyone knows how to switch your log in email, i do not think you can, tell me.

if i changed blogs would you follow my new one?

my blonde hair. // my new work at a new humane society

though i do not love these photos i do not hate them, either.
i look really boring and plain in them but yeah right as if i am going to get that dressed up for a humane society.
i am not getting poop on my good clothes.
ahahaha

Batman was the first film i ever saw in a movie theater, it is very close to my heart.





personally, i love my hair now. much more than before.
if only it were a foot longer and naturally curly.
everyone has their dreams.

also, i own no photoediting program.
i do nothing to my photos but resize, crop, or flip them. unless my name is on the photo, then i added my name via photobucket.
or if it says under the photo it is edited.
i do not believe in showing edited photos unless it clearly states where and how.
so quit your bitching, i know i am too good to be real.
[rofl who is the c-u-n-t? that would be me.]

anyway, i really like the shelter here.
for the most part.
it is not set up the best, but i think it was just a house that was renovated into being a shelter.
since it is RIGHT in the middle of a neighborhood.
and it, well, they do not make it known that they are there.
i drove past it like 4 times going "this stupid GPS does not know SHIT"
but there it was.

i have only one photo of it, and that is this.


i was inside it cleaning the glass, and i literally could not have gotten out if i had wanted to without someone on the outside letting me out.
i felt like i was some fetish girl because they were all staring at me crawling around in it.
creeps.

3.5 hours down, 36.5 to go.
:3

when i am bored i do silly thing. [hand made charms]

i have been doing this for a short while, now.
usually i just wrap them up and ship them to Aoi.
[obvi not now, he lives with me]
but as you should know, i have an obsession with food [mostly sweets] and phone charms.
so when my brother said he did not need his sculpie i took it.

i have made a number of things,
roses, a shadow heartless, hamburger, swirl poops... i think that is all actually.
ahahha
i have not really done much.
i only do it when i am really bored.

but i did a few things yesterday, and painted them today.


i made cookies, first. i have nothing to make texture or anything right now so it is all super boring.


then i made a cheese, i had no knifes to make straight cuts like it really would be.
so w/e


and i do not remember what these are called, w/eeeeeee
i like them.

Aoi likes them.
even though they are cheap as hell.
sculpie + acrylic paint = lol@me

but he stills likes them, and when i make them for him.
i guess that is what counts.


you can put these on anything, phone charms, necklaces, bracelets, rings, w/e
i might sell these when i sell my nails too.
if i ever get around to actually doing that
Dx



also, it seems like everyone wants me to bedazzle my phone.
idk if i will or not because when i did to my DS i ended up getting annoyed by it and now i cannot take the jewels off and fuuuuuuuu
but this is a case so i could take if off i really hated it...
idk.
we will see.

my cell phone

i tried to show my phone charms and the front, but i failed
ahahah





i like the front way more than the back, but no one ever sees the front.
how annoying.
i might bedazzle the back. full gem`ed out.

should i? vote above.

nail art

this is old
i know you have seen it
but i am re-showing because i had other pix






and this is current


i suck at painting my own nails
my hands shake too much and i am unable to wipe off the excess polish because my nails are too big to get into the small spaces
so annoying
but the art is cute.
:3

this mans face

just thought i would share.
because i have never seen something like this.
that was not edited.
this is a screen cap of a Korean TV show featuring some K-pop dancers.
holy Aoi did this man scare me.

i got rid of that post of my hair

because the pix is too ugly, i cannot look at it.
maybe later when Aoi cuts my hair.

people are so damn pathetic

always hating on me when they do not even know anything except a name and a face-
my face brings hate and their hate keeps me young.
i guess i should say thank you.

but then they look at my words and realize-
fuck- i hate things about her that she does not do. never has.

i like it when people admit their mistakes.

"You are a really intriguing individual. I don't quite understand you. At first, I thought I hated you. But after a while, I've been really interested in your opinion on things.
I'm still not sure how I feel about you, but I'm definitely drawn to your posts.

- Anonymous"

but not when they are little cunts and do not leave their name.

today i took the dog to the vet. i cleaned her ear mites, gave her a dose of power pink medication,
and made her chicken and rice to help her stool thicken.
i really like taking care of animals.

okay soooooooooo fuck my hair

the color is way better now, but it feels like puddy when it is wet, and falls out and breaks and ew.
|:

i hate what bleaching does, like 3 weeks from now it will be better.
i hope.
:CCC

but w/e it is better than red all over my nails and orange hair.
^OO^

pix up later today when i take puppy to the animal doctor.
her shit has been liquid, so i am going to get her checked out.

uhm, what else.
idk.
nothing?
:3

oh, wait...
nope.
idk.
bye.

oh, right. my nail design.
and Alicel's nail design.
[Aoi has not decided on one for him yet]
super cute right now.
pix when i go out, just like hair.


i want a magic button that i press and my hair grows 8 inches, yesplz

i want a tazer.

i think it would be pretty fantastic to own.
i never feel safe- a tazer would def help me feel better about life.
anxiety rules my every thought.

anyway, i am going to Sally's today to buy more bleach.
Aoi and i both need to get out blonde lighter.
i found a picture of blonde hair that i /love/, it is Wendy.
Wendy is a famous blogger, btw. and it is because of my obsession with her- and me always talking about her- that my friends told me to make my own blog.
funny, huh?
yes.

i have never even read her blog though, just her web show called Guide To Life.
clicknetwork.tv
they took it off YouTube
:C

H A I R C O L O R


but i am going one shade lighter.

she is not all that pretty IMO, and she is a little slutty, also she photoshops ALL her pix [ew]
but she has the same views on everyone should at least try and she does a lot of similar things to herself that i do.
we like a lot of the same things, so i like watching her.
^OO^

uhhhhhhhhhhhh, idk what else.
that is all.
i just want a tazer.
|:

Blonde Hair Pix~

i took this outside the court house, sitting in my car, blasting Lady Gaga.
you can tell i have a lot of respect for Americas justice system.


i owe 40 hours of community service,
[which i wanted to do, i love working at pet adoption centers now i have a reason to get off my ass]
plus i have to take a shoplifters program thing.
90$ and 1 saturday later it will be over with though.

i also am required by law to find a job, oh no!
-wants a job-

my parole officer thinks i am retarded, btw.
she told me she wanted me to have my community service done before she saw me next-
sooooo i said "40 hours in a week? that will be a lot"
and she said "when is the next time i see you?"
and i said "the 7th... wait that is a month away JK"
and she said "no, the sevenTEENTH"
and i was like "oooooooooh... okay ^OO^"

today has been /amazing/ but i am tired as hell.






so you can see my hair without the bright sun light
<3

going blonde right now~

it lightened up really fast at the beginning, but is slowing down now.
|:

20 minutes until i take the bleach off. we will see.

[]this post will be updated as i go blonde[]

k, bleach came off. then color. idk if i like it.
hurt like hell, though.
|:
might go pick up some color from Meijer.
idk.
idkkkkkkkkkk

why i make fun of Kiwamu

first of all- listen to him talk.
how he says his name.
if you hang out with me anytime soon you will hear me say "Kiwamu" how he says it in this video.
also- i hit people when they say something dumb.
Aoi and i were sitting on the couch talking and i hit him three times in the span of a few minutes.
just like this video.
and i want lilac hair.




and his neck brace is hilarious.

just thought i would tell everyone.
because Aoi and i lol about it all the time~

i am obsessed

let us start with this, my new phone case came.
yay~
it came in like- half a day, holy shit. fast eBay seller ships fast.


i like it more- it is not plastic- looks less cheap.
i will add charm things soon.

next- i went to get the thing from the post office.
what was it? 30$ worth of nail art stuff.
O w O

[in the box i put all my nail art stuff in]

[out of the box]

what do i have- you ask?
everything.
not really, i all ready know more stuff i want.... NEED
Dx

here is a quick list of some stuff i have -
nail glitter in MANY colors
many colors/sizes of nail gems [and heart shapped ones in black, and pink]
many colors of nail pearls [and heart shapped ones, as well as bow shape in pink and white]
nail beads in silver and gold
nail art brushes, you can see the colors
and nail art glitter, meaning it is in shappes and stuff. like stars, hearts, just little lines. like sparkle confetti? yeah sure, in gold and silver.
[they are what is in the tubes]

i will open my shop soon- as soon as i figure out a way to paint the fake nails without them moving/getting paint all over my fingers.
so we will see.
i will charge a full 1$ for each rose on the nail- because they only come 4 of each color to the wheel and i love them i do not want to give them away
Dx

i need to clean.
do not want to.
not going to GPKISM, i am not allowed to leave state unless i ask the court and i doubt they will let me leave with less than one day of notice.
._____________.

do not break the law, kitties~

and last but not least~
my current nail design.

Aoi Phantomhive created this nail design
he is so good

and guess what? my nail is grown back.
YESSSSSSSS
i was really scared because i had to get a new set and i shut my eyes when she took off my pinkie nail.
i was like "oma it is going to rip off again."
but NO
all back
ayayayayyayyayaya~

people absolutely disgust me.

i had not felt so ashamed to be a human in a /long/ time.
but this- i wanted to scream.


do not see what i mean?

let us look closer.




i hope every one of those scientist children drinks gasoline.
^OO^

okay, it is decided. going BLONDE.

number 1o


it is kind of similar to what i had before- but different.
with my hair this color there are- 4? i will list 4 main reasons i hate it.
[it is the best red color i have ever had, but the cons outweigh the pros]

1 - i avoid showering
this is disgusting, it grosses out Aoi and me. but i do /not/ want it to fade. so i avoid showering. then i forget to shower, since i usually do everyday. i forget the last time i showered, and sometimes go over a week without.
ewwww

2 - it turns my nail designs red
i think i showed pix, but my silver/white/pearl gems/polish turns red
ANNOYING

3 - it turns my pearl jewelry red
-kills self-

4 - it turns my white clothings collars red


i know i look good blonde, so i am doing it as soon as it is faded enough.
change is good.
back to showering every day, hell yes.

girls in tophats are stupid as hell.

i hate when i see a girl in a top hat, they look like ugly idiots.
i want to snatch it off their head and stomp it to the ground.

top hats were made for men, they are manly accessories.
not ladies.
even mini-top hats are a big fat NO.
i cannot believe all you people are saying they are cute.
uhg.

if i ever see any girl wearing a top hat i lose accessory respect for her.
unless she is cross-playing.

even i would not wear a Moitie top hat with Lolita.
i would give it to Aoi, without hesitation.


but i look cute in Aoi's tophat.
i guess when you are as pretty as me you can do anything.
:3
i would never wear it out, only in the hotel room.
[this was in the hotel room at Ohayocon, before we went out on Friday]