k NVM it is DONE

i will no longer be logging onto this blog.

from now on you can find me at CharlotteCharming.BlogSpot.Com

see you there

:3

k i am officially making a new blog

idk when i will.
soon?

idk i have to come up with a new URL since CharlotteCharm and CharlotteCharms are taken.
maybe Charlotte.Charm
how annoying!

will happen within the next week
:3
i will post here the new URL

i might start doing a "what i wore" everyday thing

but not really because it is usually a sweatshirt and big hair.
which you have seen all ready.
ahahaha

idk, i am so boring with how i dress.
i want to wear my gothic shit every day, but i cannot.
it just is not possible when i go to a shelter every day, or the grocery store.
it takes like an extra 30 minutes to put on an entire gothic outfit.
with the petticoat and all the buttons and stuff.
if i go out for a full day, yeah, but not with how little i go out right now.

this is my "going to the grocery store" outfit.


[i just resized the photo, it should get smaller soon]

making a new blog? [possibilities]

so, i might have to make a new blog.
not "have to" this one works fine and everything.
but it is linked to my old email, and since it is linked with gmail i have to sign out of my gmail and into my old one every time i want to post
[which is why i always do Name/URL instead of replying on my account]

so if anyone knows how to switch your log in email, i do not think you can, tell me.

if i changed blogs would you follow my new one?

my blonde hair. // my new work at a new humane society

though i do not love these photos i do not hate them, either.
i look really boring and plain in them but yeah right as if i am going to get that dressed up for a humane society.
i am not getting poop on my good clothes.
ahahaha

Batman was the first film i ever saw in a movie theater, it is very close to my heart.





personally, i love my hair now. much more than before.
if only it were a foot longer and naturally curly.
everyone has their dreams.

also, i own no photoediting program.
i do nothing to my photos but resize, crop, or flip them. unless my name is on the photo, then i added my name via photobucket.
or if it says under the photo it is edited.
i do not believe in showing edited photos unless it clearly states where and how.
so quit your bitching, i know i am too good to be real.
[rofl who is the c-u-n-t? that would be me.]

anyway, i really like the shelter here.
for the most part.
it is not set up the best, but i think it was just a house that was renovated into being a shelter.
since it is RIGHT in the middle of a neighborhood.
and it, well, they do not make it known that they are there.
i drove past it like 4 times going "this stupid GPS does not know SHIT"
but there it was.

i have only one photo of it, and that is this.


i was inside it cleaning the glass, and i literally could not have gotten out if i had wanted to without someone on the outside letting me out.
i felt like i was some fetish girl because they were all staring at me crawling around in it.
creeps.

3.5 hours down, 36.5 to go.
:3

when i am bored i do silly thing. [hand made charms]

i have been doing this for a short while, now.
usually i just wrap them up and ship them to Aoi.
[obvi not now, he lives with me]
but as you should know, i have an obsession with food [mostly sweets] and phone charms.
so when my brother said he did not need his sculpie i took it.

i have made a number of things,
roses, a shadow heartless, hamburger, swirl poops... i think that is all actually.
ahahha
i have not really done much.
i only do it when i am really bored.

but i did a few things yesterday, and painted them today.


i made cookies, first. i have nothing to make texture or anything right now so it is all super boring.


then i made a cheese, i had no knifes to make straight cuts like it really would be.
so w/e


and i do not remember what these are called, w/eeeeeee
i like them.

Aoi likes them.
even though they are cheap as hell.
sculpie + acrylic paint = lol@me

but he stills likes them, and when i make them for him.
i guess that is what counts.


you can put these on anything, phone charms, necklaces, bracelets, rings, w/e
i might sell these when i sell my nails too.
if i ever get around to actually doing that
Dx



also, it seems like everyone wants me to bedazzle my phone.
idk if i will or not because when i did to my DS i ended up getting annoyed by it and now i cannot take the jewels off and fuuuuuuuu
but this is a case so i could take if off i really hated it...
idk.
we will see.

my cell phone

i tried to show my phone charms and the front, but i failed
ahahah





i like the front way more than the back, but no one ever sees the front.
how annoying.
i might bedazzle the back. full gem`ed out.

should i? vote above.

nail art

this is old
i know you have seen it
but i am re-showing because i had other pix






and this is current


i suck at painting my own nails
my hands shake too much and i am unable to wipe off the excess polish because my nails are too big to get into the small spaces
so annoying
but the art is cute.
:3

this mans face

just thought i would share.
because i have never seen something like this.
that was not edited.
this is a screen cap of a Korean TV show featuring some K-pop dancers.
holy Aoi did this man scare me.

i got rid of that post of my hair

because the pix is too ugly, i cannot look at it.
maybe later when Aoi cuts my hair.

people are so damn pathetic

always hating on me when they do not even know anything except a name and a face-
my face brings hate and their hate keeps me young.
i guess i should say thank you.

but then they look at my words and realize-
fuck- i hate things about her that she does not do. never has.

i like it when people admit their mistakes.

"You are a really intriguing individual. I don't quite understand you. At first, I thought I hated you. But after a while, I've been really interested in your opinion on things.
I'm still not sure how I feel about you, but I'm definitely drawn to your posts.

- Anonymous"

but not when they are little cunts and do not leave their name.

today i took the dog to the vet. i cleaned her ear mites, gave her a dose of power pink medication,
and made her chicken and rice to help her stool thicken.
i really like taking care of animals.

okay soooooooooo fuck my hair

the color is way better now, but it feels like puddy when it is wet, and falls out and breaks and ew.
|:

i hate what bleaching does, like 3 weeks from now it will be better.
i hope.
:CCC

but w/e it is better than red all over my nails and orange hair.
^OO^

pix up later today when i take puppy to the animal doctor.
her shit has been liquid, so i am going to get her checked out.

uhm, what else.
idk.
nothing?
:3

oh, wait...
nope.
idk.
bye.

oh, right. my nail design.
and Alicel's nail design.
[Aoi has not decided on one for him yet]
super cute right now.
pix when i go out, just like hair.


i want a magic button that i press and my hair grows 8 inches, yesplz

i want a tazer.

i think it would be pretty fantastic to own.
i never feel safe- a tazer would def help me feel better about life.
anxiety rules my every thought.

anyway, i am going to Sally's today to buy more bleach.
Aoi and i both need to get out blonde lighter.
i found a picture of blonde hair that i /love/, it is Wendy.
Wendy is a famous blogger, btw. and it is because of my obsession with her- and me always talking about her- that my friends told me to make my own blog.
funny, huh?
yes.

i have never even read her blog though, just her web show called Guide To Life.
clicknetwork.tv
they took it off YouTube
:C

H A I R C O L O R


but i am going one shade lighter.

she is not all that pretty IMO, and she is a little slutty, also she photoshops ALL her pix [ew]
but she has the same views on everyone should at least try and she does a lot of similar things to herself that i do.
we like a lot of the same things, so i like watching her.
^OO^

uhhhhhhhhhhhh, idk what else.
that is all.
i just want a tazer.
|:

Blonde Hair Pix~

i took this outside the court house, sitting in my car, blasting Lady Gaga.
you can tell i have a lot of respect for Americas justice system.


i owe 40 hours of community service,
[which i wanted to do, i love working at pet adoption centers now i have a reason to get off my ass]
plus i have to take a shoplifters program thing.
90$ and 1 saturday later it will be over with though.

i also am required by law to find a job, oh no!
-wants a job-

my parole officer thinks i am retarded, btw.
she told me she wanted me to have my community service done before she saw me next-
sooooo i said "40 hours in a week? that will be a lot"
and she said "when is the next time i see you?"
and i said "the 7th... wait that is a month away JK"
and she said "no, the sevenTEENTH"
and i was like "oooooooooh... okay ^OO^"

today has been /amazing/ but i am tired as hell.






so you can see my hair without the bright sun light
<3

going blonde right now~

it lightened up really fast at the beginning, but is slowing down now.
|:

20 minutes until i take the bleach off. we will see.

[]this post will be updated as i go blonde[]

k, bleach came off. then color. idk if i like it.
hurt like hell, though.
|:
might go pick up some color from Meijer.
idk.
idkkkkkkkkkk

why i make fun of Kiwamu

first of all- listen to him talk.
how he says his name.
if you hang out with me anytime soon you will hear me say "Kiwamu" how he says it in this video.
also- i hit people when they say something dumb.
Aoi and i were sitting on the couch talking and i hit him three times in the span of a few minutes.
just like this video.
and i want lilac hair.




and his neck brace is hilarious.

just thought i would tell everyone.
because Aoi and i lol about it all the time~

i am obsessed

let us start with this, my new phone case came.
yay~
it came in like- half a day, holy shit. fast eBay seller ships fast.


i like it more- it is not plastic- looks less cheap.
i will add charm things soon.

next- i went to get the thing from the post office.
what was it? 30$ worth of nail art stuff.
O w O

[in the box i put all my nail art stuff in]

[out of the box]

what do i have- you ask?
everything.
not really, i all ready know more stuff i want.... NEED
Dx

here is a quick list of some stuff i have -
nail glitter in MANY colors
many colors/sizes of nail gems [and heart shapped ones in black, and pink]
many colors of nail pearls [and heart shapped ones, as well as bow shape in pink and white]
nail beads in silver and gold
nail art brushes, you can see the colors
and nail art glitter, meaning it is in shappes and stuff. like stars, hearts, just little lines. like sparkle confetti? yeah sure, in gold and silver.
[they are what is in the tubes]

i will open my shop soon- as soon as i figure out a way to paint the fake nails without them moving/getting paint all over my fingers.
so we will see.
i will charge a full 1$ for each rose on the nail- because they only come 4 of each color to the wheel and i love them i do not want to give them away
Dx

i need to clean.
do not want to.
not going to GPKISM, i am not allowed to leave state unless i ask the court and i doubt they will let me leave with less than one day of notice.
._____________.

do not break the law, kitties~

and last but not least~
my current nail design.

Aoi Phantomhive created this nail design
he is so good

and guess what? my nail is grown back.
YESSSSSSSS
i was really scared because i had to get a new set and i shut my eyes when she took off my pinkie nail.
i was like "oma it is going to rip off again."
but NO
all back
ayayayayyayyayaya~

people absolutely disgust me.

i had not felt so ashamed to be a human in a /long/ time.
but this- i wanted to scream.


do not see what i mean?

let us look closer.




i hope every one of those scientist children drinks gasoline.
^OO^

okay, it is decided. going BLONDE.

number 1o


it is kind of similar to what i had before- but different.
with my hair this color there are- 4? i will list 4 main reasons i hate it.
[it is the best red color i have ever had, but the cons outweigh the pros]

1 - i avoid showering
this is disgusting, it grosses out Aoi and me. but i do /not/ want it to fade. so i avoid showering. then i forget to shower, since i usually do everyday. i forget the last time i showered, and sometimes go over a week without.
ewwww

2 - it turns my nail designs red
i think i showed pix, but my silver/white/pearl gems/polish turns red
ANNOYING

3 - it turns my pearl jewelry red
-kills self-

4 - it turns my white clothings collars red


i know i look good blonde, so i am doing it as soon as it is faded enough.
change is good.
back to showering every day, hell yes.

girls in tophats are stupid as hell.

i hate when i see a girl in a top hat, they look like ugly idiots.
i want to snatch it off their head and stomp it to the ground.

top hats were made for men, they are manly accessories.
not ladies.
even mini-top hats are a big fat NO.
i cannot believe all you people are saying they are cute.
uhg.

if i ever see any girl wearing a top hat i lose accessory respect for her.
unless she is cross-playing.

even i would not wear a Moitie top hat with Lolita.
i would give it to Aoi, without hesitation.


but i look cute in Aoi's tophat.
i guess when you are as pretty as me you can do anything.
:3
i would never wear it out, only in the hotel room.
[this was in the hotel room at Ohayocon, before we went out on Friday]

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

to anyone who thinks they matter to me~

you do not.

i do not care about your thoughts- flat out- that is all there is to it.

i do not think about anyone but my dearest Aoi.

it must suck to be you.

^OO^

do not get me wrong, we can be friends, and i can care about you. but your opinion is invalid in my life. and you are always replaceable.

everyone leaves my life at some point, besides Aoi.

i have never met anyone besides who i actually was upset when they left me, or i left them.

[mainly directed at the idiot who posted in my crush tag, but sorry everyone. my love is reserved for ONE person. for ever and always <3]

"You are extremely annoying, and after seeing you for one day I think it is safe to say that I hate you.

- Someone Important"

hate makes me famous, though.

so keep it coming.

<333

!|!|! also !|!|!

i am making Aoi's valentines day present this week,

we are officially engaged.  and are in the process of planning our dream wedding.

i have other posts i am making soon but because i do not have my phone cord to upload my pix it will wait until tomorrow.

i do have my phone back though.

c:

mom is leaving for Hawaii tomorrow, i have to drop her off.

i get my car back next week. driving hers until she comes home.

really hope i can go to GPKISM, it would make this month not boring.

uhm- what else. idk. bye.

Gothic Oshare Kei

Oshare Kei :

what is it?

Ohshare Kei is a Japanese fashion based on being cute, vibrant, colorful and adorable. but it is no where near as annoying as Decora.

it is also a music genre, unlike most VK bands Oshare Kei bands sing about positive messages with upbeat tunes and bright PVs. 

what it is not?

Lolita, Visual Kei, etc. Oshare Kei is its own style. do not call Oshare Kei people VK, they are a sub-version, do not call them Lolita, they are not. if they claim a Oshare Kei is Lolita they are just Ita's.

[Ita, coming from the Japanese word Itai meaning similar to "ouch" basically means "false Lolita" "bad Lolita" "wannabe Lolita" etc. i also noticed good Lolitas are called "Loli" and bad Lolita are called "ita". Loli-ita =Loliita - 1 i and it is Lolita but- that could just be a coincidence. i have never met anyone else who said that meant anything]

anyway, i love the Oshare Kei style. but i am just not the type of person who wears bright and colorful things- so i made my own style.

Gothic Oshare Kei.

it is just and fun and adorable and Oshare kei, just with a black and white [sometimes red or purple too. dark colors people!] color combination as well.

[i also wear "Sweet Gothic Lolita" meaning i buy outfits that were made for sweet but get them made in black and white :3]

here are a couple of my outfits, i only wore Gothic Oshare Kei to Ohayocon if you saw me.

except on Saturday before the rave. then i was in Moi-meme-Moitie, the ONLY EGL brand.

all other brands that claim to be EGL are pieces of shit- and i hope Mana barfs on them.

PIX

[absolute Gothic Oshare Kei]

[my faces are not posed in most of these so i blacked them out~]

[toned down but still in the fashion range]

that skirt needs some puff under it.

Dx

i /hate/ having my photo taken

more so when i cannot tell a person to delete it.

:C

i mean, sometimes it is cute.

but usually it is ugly as hell

i look rabid!

and i did not even wear circle lenses then.

Dx

i was going to post my hate for humans tonight, but that has to wait until tomorrow.

lost my phone, someone found it and returned it- but i live 45 minutes from where i lost it so i will get it tomorrow.

anyway- here are some more old pix of me from past cons.

Youmacon `o9

with an amazing cosplayer, his outfits are always spot on.

with Die, i saw her for like 10 minutes this year at Ohayo, not enough. i miss her

:C

with the same amazing cosplayer, told you he was good

he loves me, we always hang out at every con in this area

ahahah

this is my ex-GF. this was when we first met~ how cute of me to be all in Lolita and her all Ruki.

ahahahah

those are all i have. i do not really go looking for pix other people take of me at cons.

i want to find the ones of Aoi and i, though.

because- come onnnnnnnn we are so cute.

i am back~

Ohaycon '1o, not really that much fun. but not really boring either.

little drama, less than i expected, but in a different area than i expected.

i do not understand why someone i /never/ spoke to before would think i cared about them.

but what can i say- i am so cute everyone wishes i talked to them.

; w ;

Aoi is so cute too, the girl who yelled at me was trying to mock him but when she say him all she could say was 

"go hang out with -looks at Aoi- ........ your friend from California"

ohhhhhhh burn

-rolls eyes-

and then my ex-GF messaged me on MySpace and i have /no/ idea how she found me because we have zero common friends and i have a fake last name.

fucking /stalkers/

i met a few nice people, the dog got barf all over my car, and bought Aoi a lot of nice things.

[i got some nice things to...]

then when i got home i hit a tree

^OO^

i am hilarious.

getting my nails done tomorrow, and doing Aoi's.

as soon as my shipment of false nails comes in i can start making them.

i could now, but i do not like the shape of them.

|:

i might anyway.

i have 3 new wheels with pearls, colored pearls, and more colored gems, and a pouch of shaped pearls. how exciting.

also i bought 2 jars of beads. silver and gold.

holyshitexcited

that is all for now.

no pix of the con, it hurts enough to look at all the 80% naked people there.

you do not need to see it, too.

WTF nail update

the WTF nail update.
ahahah, i did something /weird/

first off, this is what my nails look like when the polish is removed.
or most of it, the grey tint is not there when they are fully cleaned. my nail polish remover is weak.



second, this is how the nail that had broken off is healing, or healed. i put a false nail over it. the | shows where the real nail is.


this is what it looked like when it was torn off, back in September.
the false nail was not the reason my nail was torn off, btw. it was because i was working in an animal shelter and being /really/ rough with my hands.





and lastly,
this is what i did to my nails.
i just kind... went.
insane.
they are really ugly, IMO. like, not ugly, but DANG
who the heck would do this?
one hand


both hands


if you /want/ to know how i did this, i will explain

Products :
black nail polish,
pink sparkle nail polish,
white sparkle nail polish [it is the blue looking sparkles]
top coat,
silver sparkle design brush polish

two coats of the clear coat on your nails,
followed by two coats of black.
a single coat of the pink sparkles.
then cover a small bit with the black nail polish again.
fill in the black you just made with the white sparkles.
and outline the border.
then another two coats of clear.
:3
really easy.
really weird.
i guess they would be cool for like, rave/new years party?

once these are dry i am going to bed.
ta~

Acrylic Vs Gel nails

because of the person in my comment box, i looked up some acrylic and gel nail information.
i have been doing acrylic nails for years, but have never seen or had gel ones.
so i got informed.

Pros of Acrylic Nails

• If you break an acrylic nail you can almost always fix it temporarily and rather easily yourself.
• The removal process is simple and straightforward if done by a professional. The nails can be soaked rather than filed off.
• Acrylics are very strong. When done correctly and good nail care is practiced, they can last a long time. They’re robust!

Pros of Gel Nails

• Gel nails often look more natural and glossy than other types of cosmetic nails.
• The curing time is faster than acrylics, sometimes clocking in at just two minutes when light-curing is done.
• Gel nail mixtures are odorless.
• There is less filing involved during the application process.

Cons of Acrylic Nails

• They can damage your real nails in a harsher manner than gel nails can.
• Acrylics can look fake instead of natural and they can look even worse when done incorrectly.
• It can be hard to grow out acrylic nails.

Cons of Gel Nails

• They don’t last as long and are less durable than acrylic, even though they tend to cost more.
• Gel nails are harder to do yourself if you like to do home manicures.
• It’s been noted that nail polish won’t stick to the gel finish as well as it does to an acrylic finish.
• If a gel nail breaks, you may be in for some trouble. It can sometimes be more of a shatter effect than a clean break, so self-fixing a break is not usually an option. You’ll need to make an appointment right away with your manicurist. Sometimes they do break cleanly; basic nail glue could be used in that case.
• Gel nails almost always need to be filed off. You can’t just soak them away.

information copied from
http://skincare.lovetoknow.com/Gel_Nails_Acrylic_Nails

gel nail french tip


acrylic nail french tip



my judging?? acrylic nails win.
why? they last longer, hold polish better, if you remove the correctly they are less damaging, they cost less, and they are easier to DIY.
also, i personally feel they look the same.

a few days ago i made a post saying the day was amazing.

today was so much more.
i cannot say much, but i have not been this happy in a really long time.
sine July 1st of o9
[the day i met Aoi, btw]
O w O
so happy.
i am so happy!

-sighs happily-

i am going job hunting tomorrow.
wish me luck.

Gothic Gem Cross nail tutorial

ta-da~
thank you for letting me do your nails, Aoi.
<333
[his nails are real, btw]


Products :
Dial-A-Gem nail gem wheel
clear nail polish
mechanical pencil [a tooth pick works]

Music
exist†trace - re-prologue


i know i said i would do my nails tonight, too.
but the nail polish remover i have is really weak so it does not take off the silvery sparkle stuff well.
[plus it is hard to get off, you will need to file it in some areas. all sparkles/gems are like this]
so i will get a new video up of my X nail design on Wednesday, i think.

Dolly Eye Grey circle lenses review and FQ&A

feel free to ask me questions here too.
:3

this is what my contacts look like, both the grey and green.
btw.



and the outfit i was wearing in the video.



without circle lenses


with


what they look like in the case