i was going to post about weight

but i got to depressed about my failures to lose so i'll just post my goal and then i'll talk about what i keep with me at all times.

i used to be 150lbs, then i lost so much weight that i was 106. now i'm 115. and i hate it~
i want to be 106 again, my body was almost pretty enough for my tastes.
so we'll see.
:3

anyway-
there is something every girl has no matter where you go. and if she doesn't have one... well she's just weird.
and i'm talking about~ a purse.
a bag.
a sack.
a backpack.
anything.
and they are usually HUGE AND HEAVY.

and what is in those bags you ask?
well i'll tell you what's in mine.

front left pocket : cellphone and DS
front right : iPod, keys, and digital camera
first big pocket : wallet, coin purse, tissues
back big pocket : makeup bag, pencil case, notebook, planner, contact case

i have a LOT of stuff.
and it's all important that i always have,
why?
i never know what i'll need.
i never know if i'll get stuck.
and i never know the future. obvi~

why do i need a notebook and a planner? because sometimes i get ideas for stories and i write.
and write.
and write.
or i need scrap paper to rip out.
plus it's cute.
:3

the thing that's hard, though, is big purse vs cute purse.
i found one that is both, a Tokidoki purse. it's wonderful.
but it is an over the shoulder, and i hate that!
but i deal because it's otherwise perfect.
:3


that's it really.
if you have questions just ask?